hi everyone :) happy vday! love is simultaneous and we are all aligned with it! :)) today i dedicated this valentines day to mysef and my family! during art class we got the chance to make cards for our loved ones so of course i wanted to make one for my mommy and daddy. i was upset over some irl things so making the card to my family really helped garden my heart and ground myself really and helped to steer clear from the thoughts i was having since mostly really just thinking of love, and i already vented to a friend from school so i felt the stress breeze off of my shoulders :) i really value my solitude so all day i was mostly alone ^_^ i feel as if i am the most company i can ever get! its obviously not the end of the day for me but i just wanted to write anyway .. plus who wants to spend their whole day coding? not me! i wanna relax and watch some youtube hehe ... and of course since ive been writing so much in my personal journal lately! but i wish everyone a happy valentines day 😊😊😊😊😊😊 thx so much for reading

miserableness is not only an emotion it is a state of mind. the only way to change that is to get up and confront the negative people/things in your surroundings head on or nothing will change. im perfectly aware that it isnt easy for anyone, but sometimes it gets to a point.. :< people in this generation are miserable who sadly find comfort in their distress because that is all they know :(
the reason as to why i even wrote this is to remind myself of the position i was once in. i dont hate that i was in such a dark place in my life because thats how it shaped me to who i am today. the mistakes ive made, the people who have entered my life and left it, have all came to me as lessons. i will continue to grow and change every step of the way. may my heart, soul, and mind continue to guide me on my journey of self improvement

affirmations otd:

• i grow and change within every breath
• i will bloom into anew
• i am changing

that concludes today's entry ^_^ this is from my new irl journal ive started recently! but i simplified it in simple terms :) everyone have a nice day! byebye

hi everyone! vicky here! ^_^ i finally scraped my older blog page as promised and recoded&modified it for it to actually feel like me! :) ive been looking at inspo, pinterest, and coding this all day long! i also decided to get rid of my older entries and start this all over from scratch :) i feel like my older entries were super tmi much and i think oversharing esp on the internet has became really normalized -_- of course ill talk about my life! just not in much detail ... exposing your vulnerability on the internet is pretty dangerous, so i ask for all of you to be careful! and to please have self respect for yourself as well... 😞 you never know whos reading your entries! but anyway, not much has been happening, but ive improved my thinking a lot when im in my own solitude :) besides from my family ive only spoken to 3 other people today! its been really relaxing all day ^^ ive been learning how to not cling on my friends as much as well so thats really good! of course that doesnt mean i love them any less though, we all deserve our own alone time! hanging out with yourself will always be the most fun! no matter if its loud, or quiet! priortize yourself always :) but that concludes my first entry, have a nice day everyone!