december 31, 2024
hi again :) happy new years eve! i took a small break from coding since lately ive been feeling like my site isnt exactly myself! i still am trying to figure out whats really "me" to be honest i see so many wonderful sites on here and honestly i get a little envious 😭 i posted on the neocities site that i feel like my site feels like minimalistic slop and deleted it (out of embarrassment) but i do hope that someday i find the motivation and the effort to actually put my drafts and ideas into my site v_v but anyway. im pretty excited for 2025 im not gonna do the "new year new me" kindve thing because of course we change and grow every single day, i really highly value my indivuality and i hope that next year im able to find myself so i can extend it onto my site and plently of other things! ive always loved customization which is the reason why i even still browse on here even as i am taking a small teeeensy weensy break from coding. i just dont really want to feel burnt out from coding too much and rushing myself like how i have been lately (；´∀｀) and you know, for a while i used to always want some kind of HUUGE following on here but to be honest. having such a small circle on here where youre able to limit your information, no notifications, and such kind peopleall around its really relieving i honestly prefer neocities way more than how i do with discord (only downloaded it so i can get ex dick and to talk to my irls and the occasional online friends leave me alone) and instagram. not that i even have a lot of followers on instagram or many friends on discord either but where youre on a site like neocities where everyones their own person not following microtrends or talking to you about annoying internet discourse it feels so NICE BRO like to an certain extent sometimes inorder to create you need to feel inspired but some of the people on instagram and tiktok are like copy and paste of one another its so odd but OK ANYWAY WHATEVER laalalalala thats all see u guys later if im still posting on the neocities site :3
december 29, 2024
hi guys :3 vicky here! i havent been writing here much hehe but as you can see ive made some small changes to this! instead of this being my "diary" i decided that i just want it to be a blog instead :3 there is a difference (atleast to me) betweeen blogging and having a diary, i feel like inorder to have a diary i have to expose the vulnerable sides of me.. while blogging are just small updates on how im doing! and exposing personal sides of me to the internet..?
thats just really something i wouldnt like to do for my own personal reasons & my own safety.. because you never really know whos looking! i made this site to expand my creativity and teach myself how to properly code one step at a time not really to form traumabonds which is why some of you may have noticed i deleted my old previous entry! but anyway tossing that aside, ive been on christmas break for a while and ive had a lot of fun! in the beginning i couldnt code due to some personal reasons but i have been playing a shit ton of roblox.. i just sat down and counted how long ive played roblox and its been... 8 years... my roblox account's birthday was on the 23rd of this month in 2016 that feels so crazy that means ive been playing roblox since i was NINE??? HELLO??? 😭😭😭 well anyway if anyone would want to play with me my username is @vickkuma but lmk in my cbox or on my neocities site if youve added me :3 feel free to join me anytime i dont really mind (just dont join me in hello kitty cafe thats all i ask its not really a multi player kind of game)
november 8, 2024
how i percieve and view love changes a lot with me since im contionously changing but of course not in a bad way
november 7, 2024
dear diary, im already at my second entry ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ nothing happended really today but i had a really good day :D the light of my day was spending time with my man and my friends im really happy tghat i surround myself with people who have so much kindness and beauty within them and i feel like theyre the only reason why i love school so much in the first place. my psychical journal i let my friends write/draw in it or i paste wrappers and papers they give me wether big or small to keep memories since im a senior in highschool and i may most likely not be able to see them in a while. i hold a lot of things in my actual psychial journal even from someone i dont like because i like looking back on memories rather they be good, or bad v_v. im a girl who is constantly changing and i want to be able to see myself and my writing, drawing, and code while i am doing bad and good to see my improvement overall as a person i want to continue to change and learn everyday because every expirence or even people that come to me is a lesson that is meant to be learned thick and through! but anyway i hope to anyone who is reading this has a good day! and thank u for reading again :D as u can probably tell im trying to be consistent in my coding and writing hehe OK BYE
november 6, 2024
AHHH hello guys :3 welcome to my first entry! not much as happended today (asides from retarded trump supporters) if im being honest so right now ill tell you my current status.. as im writing this im currently happy and in love! but not in a relationship due to some problems with my family so im waiting till after i graduate, turn 18, and go to the airforce :3 ive always loved journalling so finally being able to jott down every thought i have in cutesy fonts and cute graphics everywhere feels so cutesy! i tried making this as similar to the psychical journal, clearly it doesnt have cute lace scrollboxes and absolute positioning but it has pusheen stickers everywhere and shes always been a cute character to me so i wanted to make the theme of this spefific page of my site her! i hope to be able to blog more frequently about my day or just about anything but of course ill keep everybunny updated on my site profile if i do make any changes! thank you for reading my first entry! have a sticker, youre welcome ⭐
happy reading!